Taylor made
Artistic honesty sets this songwriter apart
by Chris Flisher
It isn't easy to get a feel for the basic qualities that make singer/
songwriters tick -- those elements below the surface that drive them to do what
they do. Surprisingly, you'll find yourself often face to face with
self-appointed geniuses, bruised-ego weepers, or hear-me-roar showmen. Once in
a while, however, you find humility. Granted, self-promotion is part of the
game, but what's so funny about grace, reserve, and understanding? Nothing.
As singer/songwriter Louise Taylor offers, being true to yourself doesn't
always mean blowing your own horn. "Where I am going, or trying to go, and what
I do are not big issues for me. I don't have to be different. I approach
songwriting as an art form. I want to express that feeling with as much quality
and taste as I can, but I don't see myself as imparting any wisdom or message.
I don't have to do that to be satisfied with myself. I don't use that as a
measure. What I want, if anything, is to try and express some of the
complexities of life and maybe find some hope in there somewhere."
And hope she has. After spending her teenage years on the road, Taylor, who
performs at the Iron Horse Music Hall, in Northampton, on October 4, had a
taste of what life has to offer. At the impressionable age of 16, she left her
rural Vermont home and spent the next six years living hand-to-mouth
hitchhiking across America. During her travels she came face to face with the
bitter realities of life, living close to the ground, low on society's ladder.
"I was not contributing anything to society," she remembers. "But I wasn't
draining on it either. I had such an overpowering sense of wanderlust that all
I could do, all I wanted to do, was travel. So I did."
Needless to say, living off the land provided a wellspring of experience from
which to write. It was during her tenure as a modern-day hobo that she honed
her songwriting skills. Supporting herself as a street musician, she learned
the basics of performing and getting by. As her songs and demeanor attest, this
is a woman who takes little for granted. "I like to be hopeful, and I think
that came from living so close to the earth. It definitely forced me to face my
relationship with others to the point where I needed to accept people and
situations and make the best of them. Hopeful. I hope my songs create something
for people in the same way."
Taylor's songs fall together like interleaved chapters in a book of life
experiences. "Blue Norther" recounts her time spent as a misplaced waitress on
the Texas coast, while "Angelee" spins the story of a small-town girl,
suffering from public scorn while fighting to be happy. Taylor's trenchant
observations of life on society's edge underscore her own experiences. By
contrast, her unerring free spirit comes to light in the fond memories of
distant places in "Islamorada" or the high, wind-blown freedom of riding a
horse in "Run the Wild Country."
"I draw my songs from my memories," she explains. "Because they are what I
know. You can't write what you don't know. Traveling taught me a lot, so these
songs come to me from having a clear vision of something or someone from my
past. When these memories collide with feelings, I take those moments and turn
them into songs. It is the most fascinating and rewarding thing in the world
for me."
It shows in both her writing and her presentation. Taylor's delivery is
powerful, laced with a sense of tension and grace, and her melodies are quick
and memorable with the definite ring of pop. So much so that she was approached
by Nashville several years ago. And though the talent scouts heard something in
her songs, they failed to follow through. The experience left Taylor troubled
by the nature of the business and the dilemma of trying to force hits. "I was
whisked down to Nashville with the hope that I could be somebody," she laughs.
"The next big somebody. But my experience with that whole scene and what did
not occur really hurt me as an artist. It stifled my growth, because I ended up
second guessing myself because I didn't pass that test."
Perhaps she'll have the last laugh. In the long run, artistic honesty bodes
far better than flash-in-the-pan product. Not surprisingly, it was Nashville
upstart Nanci Griffith who inspired Taylor to see her way clear and stand by
what she believed, album sales or not. "I heard in Nanci the type of song I was
trying to write," she says. "And I saw her doing it with success. I could see
she wasn't compromising for the sake of Nashville, and that's what I wanted. So
I didn't go out of my way to write for anybody but myself -- to try and sell my
songs. I'm kind of rebellious like that, but I try and keep and open mind
because I want to be sure I know who I am."
Louise Taylor performs at the Iron Horse Music Hall, in Northampton, on
October 4. Tickets cost $8 for the 7 p.m. show. Call (413) 584-0610.